RainbowClan

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"I'm...I'm so sorry to hear that." Ravenshadow mewed in surprise. "I didn't know." Feeling slightly sorry he padded closer to Featherfire. "I'll try to convince Bellawing to have us stay here if you want. That way all my kits can get to know their father. But I need you and Bellawing to stop fighting each other. I know you to don't like each other much, but you can at least try to get along. It hurts me to see and Bellawing being like this all the time."

Beestar walked out of her den and walked in the Medicine cat den. "How's everything going?" She asked.

~Posting for my mama!~
Angelpaw walked right beside Beestar. "Fine. Panther sprained his ribs... all we can do is let him rest for a while." she meowed, trying to impress Beestar with her smartness () about herbs and healing and such.

"Please Bellawing we are trying to help you. Not just you me. Us, we are trying to help us."

~Sorry if I'm a little depressing my feelings just got hurt deeply~
Bellawing walked away, her tail and head low. She walked out of the camp, and out of the territory, to where Iriswing was buried. The iris was brighter than it was last time, the sun forming little flames around her and the iris. She laid down on the shining green blades of grass, her eyes helping form some of the dewdrops on the green blades going every which way as the wind blew. "If only I could be as happy as you," Bellawing muttered, laying down next to the iris. She looked up at the sky, "What should I do, Iriswing?" She sighed, and winced in pain as she remembered everything that had happened recently. "You were right. You were right about Ravenshadow," She growled, her claws digging into the soft brown dirt, breaking through the blades of green that gaurded it.

Ravenshadow rushed after Bellawing and found her by Iriswing's grave. He heard what she said about him. As walked over to her his tail seemed to drag behind him. "Bellawing?" He mewed softly. He waited for her to say something, so he wouldn't have to.

"What?" She snapped, her voice cold.

Ravenshadow quietly walked around and sat opposite of her from the iris flower. He glanced at it and then at her. "Remember that night?....The one where we were here, and then we went to the hill nearby, and we could see all the stars around us?" That was one of the best nights of my life. It was only shortly after, you found ThunderClan...and this whole mess began. I'm so sorry...Sometimes I look back to that night, and wished that time would have froze. Then you and me would have been at our happiest moment together. Please Belawing, I love you truly, and just want us to be 'us' again." He crawled closer to lick her face.

Bellawing hissed, and ran away, looking like a halloween cat.

Ravenshadow got up and dashed off after her. "Bellawing, please come back!!" He cried out towards her. "I need you and so do the kits."

"No, you only need Featherfire," Bellawing said matter-of-factly.

Featherfire heard there whole conversation from her favorite spot in the forest. She watched as they had a tough conversation. She was hurt when she said he only cares about her when she is sure He only cares for her. "Oh Starclan why? Is it because we are different?" she yelled out hopping everyone could hear.

Ravenshadow heard Featherfire nearby. He looked towards Bellawing and mewed. "Fine. If that's how you see it. I'm not going to try being your mate again if you this is how it's going to be." His heart ached as these words came out from him. He slowly padded away. "I love you...Good bye Bellawing." He cried out as he went back to the camp. Lying outside the nursery he began to cry.

Featherfire walked into camp and saw Ravenshadow crying. She sat by him not to close though so his kits would not see anything. " I am so sorry this is all my fault. But you still have kits" She says trying to sound happy. "You will have more soon. I know that all your kits love you. I know if you stay my kits will love you to."

Ravenshadow glanced up at Featherfire. He realized she was right. But it still didn't truly help ease the pain. "How can my kits love me, after they find out what happened between me and their mother?"

"They are kits. They still have a mind and heart to understand. Have you ever told them what really happened before they were born? And besides my kits don't even know about this." She flinched because she could feel the kits moving around. "Ravenshadow speaking of kits I think they are ready. Can you please please please get Mewfire or Angelpaw?." She laid on her side squeling with pain. "Ravenshadow promise me you will stay."

"No...we never told them." Ravenshadow didn't think he could tell Flarekit, Iriskit, Twilightkit and Harmontkit what had happened before they were born. When he heard Featherfire in kitting pain and lying on her side, he got up quickly. "Okay, I will. Just try to keep breathing...I promise." He rushed towards the medicine den. "Featherfire is having her kits!" He meowed. "Somebody come help her please."

She kept breathing in and out. It started hurting really bad. It was painful as the first kit came out. It was a gray tom-cat but it had been born dead. "Ravenshadow help me. I can't take it. It's to much pain. Soon the second kit was starting to come out. "O starclan why? She screamed and pushed as the second one came out. It was a beautiful tortoiseshell she cat. The third one would not come out and she was terrified. "Ravenshadow there is something wrong. Start licking umm Poppykit." She was scared as she lay on her side for the third one. "Please mewfire anyone even angelpaw." Oh starclan help me

Angelpaw rushed in. "Ravenshadow, go get a stick, wet moss, and fresh-kill." she ordered. She started licking Poppykit and whispered, "You'll be alright." Then, she started to hum her lovely tune to calm Featherfire down.

Ravenshadow rushed to get the things Angelpaw said to bring. When he arrived back, he noticed one of the kits was not mewling or anything. When he tried to nuzzle and lick it, it's body was beginning to feel cold. "Angelpaw...What about this kit...Is..is it too late?"

Angelpaw checked. "Yes... I'm sorry." she took the things and turned around. She meowed to Featherfire, "Bite on this."

Ravenshadow glanced back at the dead gray tom-kit that he was holding in his paws. He tried his best not to cry as he gently put it down. Looking back at Featherfire he mewed. "Hang on Featherfire. I'm here for you."

She was breathing calmer now. But she was under so much stress. "Angelpaw what do I need to do." She was about to say something else but then the third kit started coming this hurt so much worse than the others. She pushed and is was coming. She could tell this was last. She started panting and it was hard to breath then it finally come out. "Crowkit" she whispered. "That is the last one. Angelpaw I...I can't breath. Were is Ravenshdow. Please it hurts I need some herbs."

Ravenshadow grabbed Crowkit and licked him until he began to squirm and mewl loudly. Placing him by Featherfire's side he mewed softly. "I'm here Featherfire...Please hold on."

"MEWFIRE! I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE! GET IN HERE!" Angelpaw yelled.

"I fine I just need something to boast my strength. Their names are Poppykit and Crowkit and that was going to be Stonekit." She was really sad to know that her son was dead. But she had two Beautiful kits.