A New Start (Update from me)

Hey, all

So, since I joined, I realized that as I progressed I kind of got a bit on the wrong foot. I wanted to uplift this. A few months ago I went through a phase on WCF where some people were a bit upset with me, for whatever reason anyone had. Now, most of this has already been relieved now, but I wanted to put it to rest for good.

For any of you who still/have been upset with me, I deeply apologize. I hate more than ever to do this, apologizing instead of preventing the incident, but it's the only way I can think of other than trying to prove myself again (which I always fail at). I am sorry for offending you, I understand and will own up to my faults, and i hope you can lift any grudges you ever had or have with me. During this phase I mentioned I was very rude and now realize that, which I am expressing now.

I got mad very easily through this phase, and accidentally offended people numerous times. But now I am stopping.

I made this topic to tell you all I am trying to prove myself again, that I am not the rude person you have grudges on, that I'm trying to build my reputation again. Like I said previously, I've been told personally that most of the phase is completely gone, but I wanted to make that fact. I hope you guys don't see this as a suck-up kind of thing, but as someone once told me, it's alright to suck-up sometimes in these kinds of situations, because it proves you are eager and sincere. Since they told me that, I've always followed by the words.

Also to anybody who hasn't had or have any problems with me, I thank you but I have done things on WCF I am not proud of and I would like you to know that. But thank you for supporting me and I hope that you can continue supporting me.

I'm also going to change my main character to accompany this.. update haha

Dawny

I know you haven't really gotten mad at me, but... that's a wonderful explanation I'm pretty sure that they'll forgive you and you're all going to be happy again

I got annoyed during your first month quite a bit actually. But if I ever get annoyed at someone, they should never take it personally because I get annoyed at everyone sooner or later. It just wears off sometimes.

I think you have learned a lot, much like I did when I first joined (though I took a heck of a longer time than you). It's always good to try and move forward from a bad position. I think making this topic signifies a good ending point for your first chapter here at WCF.

The best thing that can be done to forget the past is to stop mentioning. Most of the time, it will just trigger something, so heed my warning anytime an argument starts. That last statement applies to everyone, including myself.

I'm not very good at speaking directly or concluding stuff, so yeah. Can't wait to see the new character Spring seems like the season for makeovers

Haha, thanks

And I brought up the topic because I was still a bit uncomfortable even after most of the stuff was over with, so I wanted to just wash it away for good. I'm glad you understand, and I guess, it kind of does signify that!

Yeah I was annoying back then. I looked back at my first posts, and oh my gosh. I would've annoyed myself, if I made those posts now.

After this topic I can only hope it won't be brought up, and I know I seem to be taking this quite personal, but I promise you I'm not a loser who worries about my Internet life connecting with my real life lol But, even though I don't let it interfere much with my real life, I can take it personally when I'm on WCF or connecting with the members. Therefore, I made a self-list before I made this topic about what I will do on here that will make me seem a better person. I do that often when I feel discontented with myself, real life or online :3 Hopefully it will be of use

The new character is quite interesting, I assure. I've planned some..... secure ideas for her already Hehe

I'm uhh, you really have nothing to apologize for, we are human, right?

Well. I appreciate that you came forward and are looking to make amends after everything that has happened. Though i should honestly hope that you don't just want to SEEM like a better person and that you actually want to be one.

I don't think there is a person on this site that hasn't made their fair share of mistakes, whether its offending someone unintentionally or maybe some jabs at a person that just went a bit too far. Everyone here, despite their age is imperfect, and as lunarlight quite appropriately stated,we're human. To me that just means it is okay that we are not perfect as long as we learn from our mistakes.

Many people know i have made what is probably considered more than my share of mistakes and there are things that aren't spoken of much anymore but sometimes it does still seem or feel like i am still paying for them. I am not perfect and though i try to be fair to people, sometimes i struggle with it. And i have not always been fair to you with your mistakes, and while I am not sure we will every really be friends or even very close, I would like to say i have already long forgiven the mistakes. I had a long time ago now. However, i cannot promise to forget them any time soon. I will say there is still some making up to do on your part, but it doesn't have to mean sucking up to anyone around the forum. Over time people for forgive and forget what you have done wrong when you just do little things around the forum right.

Though as something i personally request from you, if am older member asks that you drop a certain subject, it should be dropped. There are reasons certain conversations are avoided and you probably will never properly know why but the boundaries of other members do need to be respected by everyone. Thats all i ask at this point.

Youre changing your character!? Nu..... Anyway that's a nice explanation!

I hope you have a wonderful new start gingerlion and may you be safe.