dear people i thought i loved

you dont (((((((((( :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''( im probably going to just die in a hole
seems you all want me to

Lunarlight you are being very immature right now.

Just because you were banned from the chatbox does not mean everyone hates you. The moderators are reinforcing the rules and doing their job. Maybe if you didn't do what you did nothing would have happened. Now, if they were even considering a second chance they probably won't give you it because you're being very immature about it. No one feels sorry about this. You were banned from the chatbox for a reason.

Report me. I dosn't deserve a second chance.

Lunar you are one of my best friends. You are not hatted. I will never unfriend you. You are a really good friend.

Okay Lunarlight. That's enough. I've tried being patient with you. I've been nice. We've all been nice. You've been given more chances than anyone else in the history of WCF. You know the rules too, and you still went and advertised on the chatbox. Or threatened to. If I have to, I'll drag witnesses into this.

I don't want to be mean, but this is ridiculous. Just because you were banned from the chat for an offence you committed, does not mean we "want you to go die in a hole." This is not "bullying." We did not ban you from the chatbox without reason. And has anyone ever said a mean thing to you? No. From what I've seen, every single member has made an effort to be nice and make you feel welcome. You have no reason to call us out and say that we bully you.

Even in the past when you got mad at people for no reason, and called them names, we put up with you, gave you second chances, third chances, fourth chances, and even let you back when you were banned. Does this look like being mean to you?

I'm just going to put this bluntly, and say that you are being over-dramatic right now. None of us, from my knowledge, has ever told you to go die. Seriously.

It's myself I hate.
Not you, I don't care. I just have a genuine despise for myself.

Okay. Well, if that's the case, then why did you blame us? You said, "because you all want me to."

I don't know, please, leave me alone.

Lunarlight, we're not 'bullying' you or being mean to you in any way, we are enforcing the rules here. You're being way too dramatic and you just need to learn to stay calm and try to think about your actions before you put them to order. You know what you did wrong, you know you were doing something wrong, but why would you even think to do it especially since you think everyone hates you? You make people not like you, and when you do something to make them like you, you do something else to make them hate you. You need to start listening to other's advice or you're gonna get your butt in trouble and you know that, so just STOP AND THINK.

I'm your friend, Lunarlight, but I am just not very happy with you right now. You're being so ungrateful to everyone's courtesy and it really is getting old. We've been nice. We've been very nice. But you are starting to make us quite angry. You don't need to hate yourself because it's not hard to learn. I know this game. In a few hours you're going to make an apology letter and then the cycle will start ALL over again. But I am telling you right now, Lunarlight, we are all running out of patience.

Please Lunarlight, I'm giving you a chance here. We all are. Don't screw up this chance we're giving you. It's YOU that is making us annoy you. If you want us to leave you alone, leave us alone and just don't be that way and follow the rules that you know very clearly. I know you're blaming yourself, but honestly, it is yourself doing this. It's all you. But that doesn't mean you can't STOP it from being yourself. You need to start listening to the people here. This is good advice, Lunarlight, please listen to us.

If you need some time to think it through, do so, please. I am very much expecting more from you when you come back if you go away for a while. We're all counting on you, Lunarlight. This is not something we can fix for you.

I'm sorry for being so firm, but I just needed to let it out.

Please Lunarlight. Just try to follow the rules.

YES I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE PEOPLE BUT I HAVE THE TRUTH YOURE ALL BACKTALKING LOSERS